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“Wrestling With God:
The Five Books of Moses”
is a devotional for those who can’t stop asking why. Some of us only find the truth on the other side of the struggle.
But here, a love for God grows greater in the heat of the fight.

Why I Wrote This
I spent my early years taking what was taught at face value. I never read beyond the verses quoted in sermons. In my middle years, I walked away—rebelling against most things religious.
But even then, God never stopped pursuing me. It wasn't with grand gestures; it was the little things. And eventually—thankfully—He caught up with me.
For the first time, I started reading Scripture for myself. Really reading it. And let me tell you—what an eye-opener. Starting from Genesis, I grew increasingly upset as I read.
But I kept reading. I became concerned that if I was struggling this much
with what I was reading, others probably were too.
The first five books of the Bible aren't for the faint of heart. And if you're anything like me, you’ll hit a hard stop just a few chapters into Genesis.
This devotional is a walk through every “Wait—what?” moment I encountered in that study. My hope is that as you read and pray through this devotional, you’ll feel the stirrings of the Holy Spirit as a jealous God begins a beautiful work in you.
Stuart Anthony, Author
Matthew 7:7 (ESV)
“Ask, and it will be given to you;
seek, and you will find;
knock, and it will be opened to you.”
The
Wrestle
Inside this book are short, accessible reflections on the first five books of the Bible. Each chapter names the struggle, opens a door, and invites you to walk through it. Because the deeper you dive into Scripture, the deeper your relationship with the creator of the universe.